To be continued

It spelled lonely with italics, implied sarcasm made too obvious. She hated the guessing game he presented, an all apparent struggle for social power. The story didn’t even begin until he tampered with the gang’s prejudice. She always allowed him to gain this advantage, even in recognition. He however, believed he was getting away clean. This fallacious security ended up to be his downfall.

Garret was a gangster, a criminal of life. He’d no remorse or guilt for his wrongs against humanity. He’d probably had sex with thousands of people, they weren’t people, at least by most definitions. They were games; tricks to be played and riddles to be solved. He lived in false fantasies and unorthodox ideals. At least, this was the common perception of the community. Ignorant to his offenses, he continued to attempt to form relationships with women in the village. When Sarah was first approached by him, she was well aware of his inclinations and warned by those close to her. “What could possibly come from this union, what interests you in this man?” Their concern crept over the social graces that they actually did possess. Like a preacher in the house of the unholy they were compelled to confess. Precisely fitting the profile of his marks, she vehemently fought the sound advice which attacked her, always wielded by misguided loved ones. “If only they were able to expose their souls, now strangled with first-world conformity.” “Wretched are the big-picture-naïve.” She was certain maternal thoughts were slavery and rough sex provided independence. Spellbound, illiterate and confused, she met Garret on the Sabbath.

Fate knocks, sees opportunity’s eye in the peephole and always fails to leave the flaming bag of shit on the doorstep. He asked if it was safe and she told him she had entertained two before. Garret was fairly certain drug addictions and responsible eating habits maintained his assumed prosperity. But, this was the horribly convincing bad recipe responsible for one of modern societies most infamous partnerships.

Sex, violence and addiction: the expected results of a clash of predicted disaster. Looking back, nothing is more clear. From the moment Garret moved his lips before Sarah, bets were placed. She had collapsed her body and submitted before the match began. Garret ate this up without interruption before a stain could grace his forwardness. Exposed and studious, she cherished his doctrine, none were wiser. Such blind encouragement was a crime in itself. Unscathed and eager, Garret expanded his inherent knowledge to understanding and gained confidence. When meeting her friends he came off as opinionated and renegade. His potential was well underestimated. Sarah did not enjoy work, she preferred to rely on patriarchal figures to provide and cradle her.